You know what I hate? I hate when you really want something, perhaps more than anything in the world you want it, but you never do it or get it or make even an attempt because there is some excuse you can think of, some reason why you’d be hindered, either because you’re afraid or you think you can’t do it, or… just because. That’s what I hate about my dreams regarding photography. I see all these brilliant photographers and I want so much to be like them, or at least be able to barely express myself through photography, just see a little of my thoughts and mindset shining through, but all I can think about is how hard it’ll be and how much I couldn’t even imagine achieving anything like that, because it’s just so….. out there.
After all, I can hardly maintain a decent blog.
I hate to be all down and depressing, so… happy 2010! 8D Haha. …….Yeah.
Oh yeah, and by the way, my epic idol:
She does all the stuff that I never do, with light and people and everything that makes an amazing, intricate photograph.